Do you write a Diary? A journal?
Do you ever come across a situation where there are a million things circling around in your head but when you pick up the pen to write, the page remains blank. You keep thinking where to start from, what should you write about?
Recently I watched this movie, “It’s kind of a funny story.”
Have you ever been depressed? I don’t know if I have ever been, but this movie kind of explain how we cannot explain our situation. It just fits right.
We think we are depressed, and there are a million reasons we can find for the same. But when we are asked what is the reason for our depression, we just come to a realization that all of these reasons are quite absurd.
So it is a kind of situation when we say “You won’t understand.”
I think if there is something we understand completely we can always explain it to others. So basically when we are saying “you won’t understand”, what we actually mean is that even we don’t understand it, our situation.
So is there any way to fix this depression thing?
May be yes, may be no. The answer mostly depends upon you. I read some where “If you want to be happy, nobody in this world can make you sad. But if you’ve made your mind to be sad, no power in this world can make you smile.”
So yes, you can get over the depression, but only when you really want to do it.
In my case, I decided to cut myself from the society and people. And in cases where it was impossible to avoid people I decided to respond formally. It took me over a month to find joys in my hobbies again. I was not really really depressed but it was kind of same. You know that movie I said “It’s kind of a funny story.”
I really doubt if I’m all okay, but I will get there.
We all have friends, some have hundreds some have thousands. I’m just making a blind assumption, you have somewhat around 100 friends. And you might say “I have like thousand friends on my Facebook!”
But you yourself know that out of those thousands many of them are just acquaintances, you might have never ever talked to them, but you just happen to know them from some party or through some mutual friend.
Having less friends does have a benefit, the less friends you have, the less drama you have to deal with. Although I don’t know what could possibly go wrong with having less friends, but when you act like you don’t care, you will eventually lose friends, but also if the person is really your friend why would there ever come a situation for a break in friendship.
I read somewhere(probably someone’s status on Facebook) “Good thing about friendship is that, there are no breakups in it.”
I’m not being some insensitive ass, but I think the breakups in friendships are rather more devastating. People always lie, if not they would hide things they think are not important to you. And at some point we just have to deal with the things. Not everything in this world can give you pleasure. This everything does include all the people as well.
So how do we deal with the people?
The answer to this is to Not give a F*#k. I know it is unfortunate. I was watching the TV series of Sherlock Holmes, when he once states Socializing weakens his thinking ability, and phrase somehow dropped the thinking cap on my head.
The other way to do it would be to have “the talk.”
“Nobody likes the talk, but it is necessary.”
It is up to you, there is always a choice of leaving things and dealing with them. It is not mean to leave people expecting, rather the time somehow sorts most of the things which might look complicated in the beginning.
Be happy by yourself and the others around you will follow.
It has been a really time since I last. There were multiple reasons for that, as such distractions as well as seriousness towards studies and enjoying stuffs with friends. Comes out I was quite lost, but I enjoyed past 6-8 months to the heights.
Now I’m having a restart on my Internet life. Starting with this blog post.
I’ve discontinued my other personal blog (coolabhay.com) which earned me quite an amount of money in 4 years. But it was just not good enough for me.
So I decided to make this (s2pd.com) as my semi-personal blog. I’ll post updates, tutorials, humor etc etc. I actually don’t have a thorough idea of what I’m going to do.
I’m starting to work on a cover song video, designing graphics, populating my port folio.
See you soon…